因为我深爱你，所以你不知道我在等待着你的关心，却在我关闭了心扉时，才发现了自己的寂寞。因为我深爱你，所以每次给我发短信的动机，不是仅仅想起你，而是我始终思念着你的样子，只是在此刻，我对你的思念达到了顶点。因为我深爱你，所以有时候会不经意间生气，这是因为喜欢上一个人，也赋予了他伤害我的力量。因为我深爱你，所以频繁地查看你的社交圈，是为了了解一下你的新生活，因为一旦知道，你的心情就变得更加重要。我没有告诉过你，我手机里存满了关于你的信息，在不开心的时候，看着这些信息，不自觉地露出微笑，是一种自欺欺人吗？这种感觉，就像是你总是离我很近。

因为我深爱你，所以当看到别人坚持喜欢某个人时，我也在坚持我的感情，默默地等待着那个特别的人。我不知道，在失去联系的日子里，你有多么沮丧，但至少在那段时间里，我也曾经历过相同的情绪，因为怕失去我们之间的一切。

因为我深爱你，所以我的QQ签名和校内状态，每一次改变，都只为了一种可能影响到我们的微妙关系。而所有写给你的文字，只有这一次，让它们永远属于我们两个人的秘密。

because i love you so much, you have no idea how much my heart beats for you. even the simplest things about you, like what you ate for breakfast, are meaningful to me because of my love for you. I check your social media and school updates not just out of curiosity but also because I want to be a part of your life, no matter how small that part may be.

I know that sometimes my actions might seem overbearing or possessive but it's all because I care deeply about you and want to be with you always. Even when we're apart, I feel incomplete and restless. My online status is only meant for your eyes, shining brightly just for you.

when i'm lonely or bored, i think of you more often than not. every little thing about our relationship makes me anxious and excited at the same time. The thought of someone else being with someone else makes me uneasy too.

I don't mind if we're not in a relationship; what matters most to me is that there's something between us - a connection that goes beyond words or labels. And as long as there's even a hint of hope left in this connection, i will keep waiting patiently for the day when we can finally call each other ours again.

So please remember this: even though it seems like nothing has changed from outside looking in...the truth is...i've been changing everything inside out...for one reason alone: YOU